The Story of My Life (diary by a japanese woman)

(Written by: Tomoko Sato, 2001)

More than a year ago, I decided to add some English contents to my website, though I didn’t because (1). I wasn’t gutsy, (2). I had no idea, and thought (3). No one will see them. Now, how come I start this page all of a sudden???

Basically, I am using this site for keeping my diary, and it’s much easier for me to write something on the web, instead of using notebook. I don’t hesitate to disclose my personal things to anyone, cos there is no way to know who’s actually come and check my diary daily and I don’t care what THEY think, only care about what I’ve done so far….I am writing to myself and that’s all.

My website have about 100 hits in a week, but I don’t tell my friends to come and check my site, also there are no links set to my site. You need to access the Gaiax community top page, or been told by myself, to come here. There is no clear way to reach here.

I don’t disclose me and my friends’ privacy, that’s the priority, but my policy of keeping diary is, write, everything happen to me, things around me, and anything comes to my mind, what I want to say, just freely. No censorship!

Up to this moment, I’ve mentioned about my friends, bands, affairs or even about the moment of breaking my hearts, sometimes about my boss in the work or my family, the government issues are my favourites, anything, I feel like to talk, that’s all written very clear in black and white!

OK, the declaration’s over!

I’ve received an e-mail from the keyboard player of my band, Heidi. She said she’ll quit the band. Actually we don’t see her for a month or more, that was because she’s a student and had finals at that time. One day in May, the guitarist (hereinafter referred to as”Big M”) brought her to the rehearsal studio out of blue. It’s OK to have a pianist with us, but Big M should have told us beforehand. Although Heidi herself is such a nice person, great pianist, so we’ve enjoyed playing with her.

Sorry, I’ve forgot to tell you that me and the Big M is in the “Cold War Era” now. I just hate him really. I can’t understand this guy at all! The troublemaker for the band, I want to kick him out of the band, and…I will talk about the troubles we’d had later.

Anyway, we’ve lost a pianist and that’s definitely a big damage to us! About my bands, we have two guitarists, one bassist and me playing drums, and the singer Steve. An English man in Saitama. He can’t play any instruments, though write such a beautiful and sentimental melodies and that’s what I like him most. We’ve began to create our music in April. We want people to hear our music, it’s nice, so far we are writing our original songs, will record demo tape before the summer’s over, and wanna do some gigs within this year…. though I had to reschedule this plan, without a pianist, we don’t sound that great…. and, we had no name yet, because of Big M. I’ll tell you why later.

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